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[Jun. 8th, 2004|06:22 pm] |
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So its been a while. WE GRADUATED!!!!
It was fun. Courtney you are now my official camping out partner for life!!! It'll be great. The beach was tons of fun. Yes, yes it was. Got a tan.... more of one. Rode the mechanical bull down there.... have the record of our group. 1min 3 sec. It was great. Matt 2 kool is a crazy guy right Jessica? Jonathan leaves for San Francisco tomorrow. tons of sadness with that one. but he'll be back sometime. Saw harry Potter. It was different from all the others but I still liked it. Of the books it's my fave. Just cause Harry doesnt think that he's alone anymore and all has somewhat of a family. g2g. date with Jonathan before he leaves. |
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[Apr. 10th, 2004|12:19 am] |
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The memory book is finally finished as of 8:23 this morning. Chase and I were in the library getting it done 7am. the test was ok. Went and played pool with Jonathan, Ginny, and my brother. fun stuff. NYC in 2 days. EXCITED!! Spending time with the girls + Kyle, Matt, Jeff, and Doug.
Need sleep thing... Not as much as Courtney!! I havent been workin properly for the last 48 hours.... everything I say now comes out as an english paper... damn Mrs. Noel. |
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[Apr. 7th, 2004|08:08 pm] |
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sometimes I really hate myself and now is one of them. I put off this memory book for WAY to long and now I'm totally stressed to get it done on time. realizations of the day : I'm a lazy SOB who puts things off for too long. I have NO tolerance for construction people who make you wait 25 min to get 1/4 of a mile on 158. assholes. I want to just give them the finger and drive around. --- you know what... they should do that stuff at like 10 when there isn't the 5pm rush to get home and have a road that slowly eats away the rubber from our tires. I know they have to redue it but I'm a bitch and its an inconvience to me at that very moment. You know what... it's gonna be fine. I have all night tonight. I'll find some coffee and well just not get any sleep and get it done and then we have tomorrow too. It'll be fine. Everything is just gonna be great. I just need to take a break from it for like 30 min and then jsut back in. If not I'll just skip school AGAIN and then make up the days in sat. school no big deal. it'll be worth every min of it. I fucking hate my lazy ass. :)
James Coffee is tryin to get me to go to prom with this guy I've never met named Jeremy or something and the answer is just no. I just don't have the heart to tell him that I don't want to go with him. uggggh. I'M SO GRUMPY!!! I jsut dont want to go to prom with some random guy that I have no clue what hes like that would jsut suck to be with with someone I dont know. or maybe it would be awesome, guess I'll never know. need to relax. |
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[Apr. 5th, 2004|07:22 pm] |
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| | Grandmother's endless chatter. :) love 'em | ] |
Day full of surprises. Went to 1st and then at the beginning of 2nd I needed to sign out. Thought my grandmother had been hurt or something and was really worried then it turns out to be Jessica and Ginny. I hate you!!
so we went to the mall listening to "Everybody Dance Now" It was great. Gotta love Goodwill. Jessica got her belly pierced and all that jazz. So... Mi Pueblo was the greatest. Ginny completely pulled this 180 on our waiter and got him to get her number and give us alcohol to go. It was pretty crazy. Quotes for the day...
"The object is to get him into me enough so that he'll just give me the bar."
"Where's the closest sex shop?" --- "In the back seat bitch!!"
"I'm 18!!!!!!"
"The 3 best things in life are green."
"Dude, man, that girl getting the tattoo is ugly."
"What's the nastiest piercing that you've ever done?" "Well, there was this one big lady that had these REALLY long hairs coming off her tits and all." ..... GROSS!!!
So anyway, came back for 4th. Two spanish tests to make up. did them and went to band. we are playing some really crappy music right now. FESTIVO and some other thing. I'm really starting to dread going to class lately and I never thought it would ever be that way. I sick of my mother. She gave me another lecture on why I like Pugs. Why? Helene they have too much hair, you shouldnt have one when you have a house of your own. can I help it that belle has this inability to keep her hair attached to her body? no. and Im just going to over look that fact that every where I go I'm covered in dog hair. But anyway. At my grandparents house. KYLE... HAD LEE'S FOR DINNER. you should have been there. senior memory book.... must be done. later.
Happy Birthday Jessica!! |
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[Apr. 4th, 2004|07:26 pm] |
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Had an amazing day with Jonathan. Went to church in the morning and stayed with him till lunch. We later met up with Luke and played pool. I'm getting better, thank the Lord. Consistantly getting like two balls in a row. Eat that Jessica!! Not great yet, but Jonathan is a wonderful teacher. Went to Wendy's. Dad and Mom both want me to start drawing and painting again. So I'm gonna take a class or two at the Sawtooth center. It'll be great.
I love him. I feel wonderful when I'm with him. And as Courtney would say... I'm unfuckwithable. :)
SENIOR MEMORY BOOK needs to rot in hell... Mrs. Noel can freaking burn along with it!!! Going to title it "Helene - version 3.5" or something like that. |
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| School of the Arts.... |
[Apr. 2nd, 2004|11:07 pm] |
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So, I had a strange night. Went with Jonathan and Luke to a school of the arts modern dance performance. I had free tickets and no one to go with so... anyway. Met some really kool people. I have a new goal. To get stronger legs muscles and abs with a huge bit of flexibility. That would be kool. Courtney, I'll need you for the last bit (comma rule #8). SO senior memory book. probably should start that this weekend... and it prolly wont happen. SO many crazy people at NCSA. We were there after the show and Jonathan and some of the others were jumping off this hill. He did this really cool flip off of it, and much to my surprise he landed on his feet.
Jonathan has been different lately. This he's trying to see how much of him talking about ex girlfriends and other girls around me I'll take. Cause he looks at me when he's saying it with a smile. And normally I'd be extremely offended, and I am a little, but for some reason I just don't care. Good thing. Well hope everyone has a good weekend. Courtney... I'll call you Sun!! Well have tons of fun!!
Hey new cell # - 817-5439 |
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| Wonderful week |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|10:12 pm] |
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So, saw the Passion Sunday. Amazing. Life changing.
Grades are better. WOOT. HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!!! yayayayay. Helped Jonathan with his web site last night. Not fun stuff. I was glad to help tho. Dinner with his family again. Chicken and Rice.... I miss home cooked meals. His mom is a great cook.
This week has gone by so fast. Had a wonderful week so far. We should all go midnight bowling this weekend. We need to have a campout soon. It's getting warmer.
Saw a Star Magnolia the other day. Most beautiful tree in the world... besides the weeping willow.
hamlet test tomorrow... what fun... and wait.... Friday too. few joys of life. Thanks Courtney for the mouth watering BBQ and the study group... no ADD MEMEBERS!!! well sorta. :) See everyone tomorrow. must have sleep. |
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| Good day. |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|06:53 pm] |
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| | "Life, as is" - Thanks Courtney!! | ] |
SO everything is going great. Hamlet is over YAYAYAY and now were gonna start my fave book ever!!! WUTHERING HEIGHTS!!!! paper due tomorrow. fun stuff.
Bad news. Jonathan can't got to prom. Be got a job with Orlando Studios and will be down there for 8 weeks from mid April to End of May, possibly even longer. So I'm really sad. Maybe this will be it for us. Not sure. He talks about me coming to see him down there but how often would that be? I dunno. I hope it works out. He'll get $1,000 a week which is REALLY cool and that way he'll pay off all his student loans and his car and that would also be a plus. SO I'm trying to slowly detach my self from him so I won't be hurt so bad when he leaves. :(
Mom got baby chicks. Fun. A dozen. They are so cute and fluffy. I better get started on this paper due tomorrow. Thanks to my good pal Courtney I have it all planned out!! I love you!! I'll ya'll tomorrow. |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|07:02 pm] |
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| | FINDING NEMO!!! - minemineminemineminemineminemineminemine | ] |
Hey guys its been awhile. so much drama. crazy. dad and I had it out. bastard. jazz band is getting better I must say. and liz, I do think there is something wrong with Hamlet. I could almost say that I hate him. freakin moron. Jonathan and I are all better. he said that he would take me to prom... thinkin of prom I need to call phil... I remembered!! yay. jonathan is like a really good thing in my life. maybe its just cause he READS and PAINTS and sees things completely differently than I do. I can debate with him. yayay. saves you guys I guess. but we both LOVE it and hes smart enough to know what hes talking about. he makes me feel wonderful, its like non stop fun. with him I dont' feel insecure about my body what i'm wearing or anything, its like with him, I'm as comfortable with him as I would be with you guys. he talks to everyone, even people he doesn't know. Ginny was there when we were at Borders and he just talked to random people. He is so sweet too. anyway.
went PAINTBALLING last weekend. crazy fun. Went with Ryan Matthew and Chase. I got to play with this like $1500 gun. Chase is an amazing back man, everyone on the other team was like back center back center... GET OUT THE BACK CENTER. and that was chase. it was fun. got hit a few times. son of bitch that hurts. and yet again I was the only girl there. I think I'm gonna try and talk dad into letting me go this weekend. any you guys want to go? it's lots and lots of fun!!! shopping with ginny was crazy fun this weekend. have TONS of new earrings that are all extremely cute. |
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[Feb. 29th, 2004|06:05 pm] |
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So yesterday was great. Got some black pants for the band concert. Fun stuff. In the morning Jonathan and I went to the Reynolda Art museum of American Art. We were there for like 2 hours. I have a new favorite work over there. It's of this cliff with all this lichen growing on it. You know what. It's too hard to decide how I want tell you about it. But it was great. Came home, found mom cleaning our appartment. She said as a housewife you kinda suck Helene. I was like thank God I'm not one. Battle of the Bands was great. Kayla and I had to take a break for all the bands that weren't so good. :) Scott was there. yayay. :( It was kinda sad actually. But I'm really proud of him. He got his GED and a full time job and a car and hes gonna try and go to college when he gets the money. I always knew he could do it. But he was high and the Brock and all. Fun stuff. Ginny and I went to Wendy's with Evan and Brandon. Fun and crazy stuff. Hanging with Ginny in always a trip. Then I took her to Borders and then to JESSAS!!! Took Belle to get her nails clipped. I feel like such a bad person when ever I take her. She hates it and all. but anyway. just chillin. I think were gonna go the movies later. Ryan Dad and I. It'll be fun.
Good Job SYLAS!! and to everyone with their interviews!! |
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[Feb. 25th, 2004|11:01 pm] |
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So today was a good day. Saw Jonathan again today. Nothing big tho. Oh man, we walked down 4th street and he was doing some cartwheels and then laid in the street.... some cop turned on his lights and told him that she shouldnt be hitting me and all. I was like what? He was on the ground. I was wearing the kool new band uniform jacket that I got. The cool orange drum major one. It was stupid. But I saw him yesterday, think dad is getting annoyed. but I didn't get any sleep the night before cause we were on the phone while I was tired and then it was gone and I couldnt' sleep. But yesterday we just hung out and all. It was pretty fun, met Alana, JessA and Grace and Hams for a while. Met the DBC guy. I went and talked to the 36 year old smart guy. I hate Mrs. Noel. I just wish that she would quite and I just can't even BEGIN to express my frustration with her and Jessica's whinning. Yes jessica... whinning... we should get a 90 too, every one else did. whatever. Moving on. Prom dress shopping soon. This weekend in gonna be great. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2004|07:41 pm] |
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| | Vivaldi Adagios - La Cetra, op.9 - Stravaganza, op.4 | ] |
Crazy day... went almost crazy not being able speak. (Courtney!! :) ) SO nervous about this presentation in leadership tomorrow. ick. not excited at all. I know i can do it just don't want to. So heading to Kababs. Just got out of a 2 hr bubble bath listening to Vivaldi Adagios.... worlds most peaceful music EVER. So relaxing. I love medication. I can actually talk now without it feeling as tho my throat is ripping. SCOOBY DOO is on!! YAYAYAYAYAY ::happy dance:: |
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[Feb. 17th, 2004|03:46 am] |
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So, haven't posted in a while. Valentines was wonderful. My mom doesn't like him tho. Got a few 4 letter words I think about that. OMG... mom and ronnie had a fight. Shes back at the cabin. craziness. CANT SLEEP. Haven't been to sleep yet. My throat is KILLING ME!! Could drown in the fluid in my lungs. ick. Too much fun for too long in the snow. No that's not it. But Jonathan is just great. We just have an unreal amount of fun together. In the snow we had a snowball fight when he walked me home. This is like a 10min walk that took like an hour. I was soaked when I got home. Hes crazy and just so random. I dunno. I really really like him. Today was pretty fun. Worked at lunch and then went a saw Jonathan and his best friend Luke. We watched this movie called Trainspotting. It was really good but I have no idea why they call it that. So. I need to try and sleep or I'll never be able to function tomorrow. :( |
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[Feb. 4th, 2004|01:28 am] |
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SO, saw Jonathan again tonight. It was fun he came to Kababs. So on... and Jarvus ( the guy fun one) likes him too... not like that... but thinks hes a good guy. He told me when he was leaving how intimidated he was to come and talk to me. Anyway. I know your tired of hearing about him. I just got off the phone with him.
So didn't go to school. Yeah it's pretty sad I know. But I was really sick... I know it's like "bull shit" but anyway. That's why I didnt go anywhere with him. can't sleep and I have the freakin hiccups. I'm hungry... I'm gonna get some food. Nite. |
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| Date |
[Feb. 2nd, 2004|10:37 pm] |
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Sooooooooooooo, had another wonderful date with Jonathan. He's wonderful. We went to the Fox and the Hound... got in this time... and played pool for like an hour. Then I got to met his friend Luke... crazy guy. Both really funny. So then we had dinner at his house. Its always a funny experience. This guy came over, a family friend I guess, and he was like who is this beautiful young lady. And Jonathan made it a joke somehow saying that the guy was the lady all I dunno nm. then off to play pool yet again at the bowling ally. Fun stuff. He's a really good teacher. He says I have a cute wink. And Liz... he loves my earrings. I'm so excited. We might do something again tomorrow. And have a study date for the SAT. hahahahahaha yeah.
Nutter Butters are soooooooo good. They make me happy. Gladiator rocks my socks.
"She wore an itsy bitsy tiney winey yellow pokka dot bikini" - Commercial. shoot me. |
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| SKI TRIP |
[Feb. 1st, 2004|09:19 pm] |
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So the trip was crazy fun. I love all my friends. WENT ON THE BIG SLOPE. All most killed Jessica... 7 million times. It was great. Congrats to JessA and Linden!! yayayayay. Got some cute earrings.
Got the pics developed all ready. :) Some are really good.
Talked to Jonathan... he called at 11 in the morning to see if I was home. So he wanted to do something today but I was just to tired and didn't feel like getting ready. So were gonna do a double date with his friend Luke like tomorrow or tuesday. and Then one later with Liz, Matt, AND LINDEN and KYLE. yay. ::insert happy dance here::
Got a hair cut. I think it'll do.
School tomorrow... "fun." then I get to see Jonathan!!!! HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY... besides seeing you guys!! |
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| Cloud 9 |
[Jan. 28th, 2004|11:45 pm] |
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So, no one has ever treated me this way. This is gonna sound really crazy... ok let me tell you what happened first... so 10:30 this morning he calls and was like do you wanna go sledding. Had to work so I was like way don't you come by Kababs later. He had something at 3:30 so he said that it would be over by 7:30 and he would be by later. He was late and I didn't want to call him to see if he was still coming. So at like 8:25 I just gave up, everyone was messing with me about how he had stood me up and all... not very funny and all so then he comes... it was great. It was some church thing. So we sat with everyone for a while and then we went to like 2 clubs that wouldn't let us in cause we weren't 21. lol he did all the talking, it was so funny like really. SO. then we went to his house at like 10. I love his parents. His brother Spencer is pretty funny too. This guy Kelly was over there too. He was pretty kool. So we were "working" on this greeting card that he has to do. Like this guy wanted an elephant sitting on a man that says "Thanks a Ton" pretty cheesy. on and on... went for a walk at like 10:30 at Renolda Park... oh my god it was great. We walked for a while and then off to drop me off. So at the top of the steps at dads that led to the house... sighs.........
So he gives me the hug and then we just look at each other. Like the way he played with my hair and ran his fingers through it... it was great so... not to completely bore you... oh wait... already done that. but he was really sweet. so the kiss was nice too. But the way he led up to it was great. hes like 20 so. nm.
SO the SKI TRIP is tomorrow. Still have to pack... kinda sad. Better do that. need sleep tonight. off to pack. |
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| CAN'T SLEEP |
[Jan. 28th, 2004|05:32 am] |
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So the little black kitty woke me up like an hour and a half ago. grrrrr can't fall back asleep.
Guess I should think of meaningful things to write... nothing comes to mind. The snow plow just went down 1st street, sparks every where and lots of annoying scraping noise. So... 2 days till the ski trip... tomorrow and a bit. I'm excited. Maybe I should start packing.
I swear I keep hearing some kind of music outside... like some weird chimes or something. Creepy. We NEED a movie night... at Jessica's or Kyles. So, I'm gonna try and get some of the much needed sleep. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2004|11:05 pm] |
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| 2nd "Get together" |
[Jan. 27th, 2004|09:12 pm] |
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So, The "date" was amazing. It's crazy... went to Harris Teeter and all and got stuff and he made jokes about all this crazy stuff and went throught the line with an irish accsent. he's awesome. He's like an Alana-Kevin mix. I love you guys!! lol... crazy stuff. So we went back to his house and he tried to show me how to do all those card tricks that he was doing the night before and they seem so easy but it's like he has this gift that he just talks you right through it and you miss all that. I got home and tried to copy it with dad and failed horribly. Next was darts.... no Jessica, not strip darts.... I almost beat him and then no... it was 5 to 8 and then he got the 8 first. He's really funny and my sides and cheeks hurt the whole time I'm there from laughing so hard. So I ate dinner there... so good... this "intern" from the church lives with them and he made this spanish lentil soup and all. yummmmm. So then it was time that I came home ... so we drove and he told me all these crazy stories about how he would scare little kids that went by in car and he had that the windows were so tinted that you couldn't see in.... it sounds alot funnier when he tells these stories.... actually everything sounds better. So life is better now... thanks to all my friends... the whole losing weight by saving my self 1500 calories a day by drinking diet coke (lost 5lbs. in 2 weeks), all our trips, and this guy. CONFIDENCE ROCKS!!! Holy Crap this is great. Oh oh... we didn't kiss tonight either... but got closer... and he was like lets play pool next and he was gonna call and he was like if we dont get together before you leave then definitley when you get back. I'm so excited.
So were open for the whole day tomorrow... GREAT. Does anyone what to do anything tomorrow? Call me 725-6778 KABABS!!! shit. I g2g... Ryan nae meri jan kha lai ---- Ryan is eating my life!!! |
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